If only I had the chance to say goodbye. The only thing said was "malam nie pukul 11.30, K7 tengok movie. Datanglah kalau nak". Hmm.... Memang saya nak sangat datang tapi tadi tak packing lagi. Rasa rugi sebab pergi macam tu je. Well at least this is not what I expected to be. We don't even talk anymore. After this, we may have no chance to even see each other anymore. Probably we will only look at each other by glancing without being noticed by each other. No more eye contact with you. I don't know what to do. I wanna love you so much but I know it will just hurt you. And it might spoil what we have. Although we don't have anything left, but there's still those thinking and staring and glancing at you. I don't wanna lose that. But well today was the last. Looking at you. I can't even cry to you anymore. Worse, I can't even tell you how I feel inside. Never mind, there was never a guarantee that this life is easy anyways. Remember when I first told you I loved you? I cried. Yup, I did. I cried when I realized I fell in love with you. Not because I don't want to but because I knew you would never feel the same inside. All I wish was us being together but even if we can't, I at least hoped for a proper goodbye. Unfortunately, I'm not fortunate enough to even have that.
*Deep breath*
#WeepyWednesday
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